Just stopped in to say hello , mainly because as much as this is the place i wanted to be when i first found it and still want to be in the future i guess right now the grieve the despair im experiance in the last month especially having to have July 12 the day amber would have been 19 and then three days later six months of her being gone was ,is , has been to much for me i log in and read one two sentences i so badly want to help say im sorry for your loss , i know how you feel something i just dont have it in me i will be back when i can do something other then feel sorry for my self ...i wish you all peace or i should say the closest thing we will to peace or life as we once knew it .