Rachel Moss
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  • Monsey, NY
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About Me:
I am a 25 year old woman, who's trying to find my way. I am trying to fullfill my goals and stay on the right path. I am currently working in banking and hoping to go to back to school soon.
About my Loss:
My mother wanted to have a child, so she got artificially inseminated and did it all by herself. I have no siblings so its been me and her from day one. She went to the hospital for a simple knee replacement surgery in Feb of this year, and with complications she was in the hospital until this past july 28th when she passed away. Did she suffer? Yes and I regret ever having to leave her side. But I had to take care of my 86 yr old grandfather and myself somehow, so I had to work to pay for the mprtgage and bills.

All in all, I lost my best friend, my care giver, my naurtuer. I feel I have no more path. The only reason I was hee was to take care of my mom. I just dont know what to do with myself half the time.

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Why did you leave me?

I have a lot of anger towards you mom. I wasn't ready for you to go. You had me by yourself and you made me promise you that I would never leave your side. I kept my promise but you did not. You didn't have to have that knee surgery. I told you to wait until your fully ready. But you refused to listen to me. That's why I wasn't there the day of your surgery.

Until they called me and told me you stopped breathing during surgery. I got that phone call when I walked into work. I…

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Posted on October 13, 2010 at 6:15pm

I actually laughed!

So.. I really don't know how to feel happy. I walk around with a face all the time. Last night, I was joking around with my roommate we ended joking around and jumping around on her bed, while we were supposed to be making it. I ended up jumping on the bed so hard that I totally fell right off. Bam! hit the floor. I took her down with me and I guess, braced her fall.

I never laughed so hard in my life. On the floor rolling back and forth. I got up and still was gasping for air…

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Posted on October 11, 2010 at 6:20pm — 1 Comment

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