The last time I saw him was 11/13/10
He held my hand and we talked for an hour. I never knew that would be the last Time. 
It's going on 9 months and I still cry and cry. I feel like I wasn't a good mother, because I didn't see his pain. 
I thought he was doing well, planning his future. 
How do I cope? He was 1 month short of being 24.
How do I avoid what triggers the vision I have of ginding him that day?

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Finding him that day... 
I want my son to come home too Hun . So I understand 
U totally he was so excited he was waiting on his GED to come
He was gonna be a cop he had the job they were waiting for that. 
Well it is on my wall with a congratulations letter dated 
Feb 14 . Sunday the 13 was last day I seen him I took him to work 
Never realized that was the last I love u I would ever get . So I sit here waiting 
Cause it still don't seem real . 

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