lost my fiance to overdose

I lost my fiance to an overdose a week ago. i found him after i came home from work in the bathroom. tomorrow is his service.he was only 23. I am just so shattered that i felt like I lost my soulmate and my best friend. i just wake up every morning crying and on and off all day..I have barely eaten more than one thing a day since... it such a helpless and torturous feeling to lose the person you feel you two have been waiting your whole lives to find each other. he knew the real me and loved every part of it. He showed me what true love was and how someone in a relationship should treat you. I just feel so broken and hopeless...

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Permalink Reply by Jackie cooke on July 1, 2017 at 7:44am
I am so sorry, my heart is breaking for you. I wish I could help but am in a dark place myself. Just know your not alone and we all know what. Your going through x

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