i am mad me for bean mad god 

i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru  if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her 

i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her

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thnx anne

i cry so often. i am used now to seeing my face in the mirror or the glass, all crumpled up into a distortion. it's normal now for my eyes to feel wet and tired, and to have a throbbing headache from crying and snotting. i get this feeling, this jaw-clenched disinterested weariness pressing down on me. this life is boring without D. jo's photos rest my eyes. i can't watch TV, or listen too closely to anyone's conversation about anything. i need to protect my precious attention from getting pulled back into that evil trick that pretends to be life. but it's safe and relaxing to look at jo's pictures. she chooses things that are safe to look at, to let my eyes just see a change of scene for a bit while they dry. she chooses sentiments that make sense to me now, that are safe to linger on, that don't threaten me with a world i can't understand anymore.

me 2 

i cnt sea frm my s[pecs coz of tears

daddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddy i wish u cud cum bac 

i do

he did

i do

i cud still slpa slap him/her coz of so mush loss so on

no fealingg i do

im in helllllllllllll u cud say

u cud say iwz goldn grl

yea why

i no god doszet 

iv lernt it

i [roby will coz of scream yelll i will

i wish we cud all meat evry 1 we loss agane i do

i no fealin

yea i hav

i wish i new why he/she did

i feal lk a kid cryin coz i loss my daddy i do

why me

i did

yea why wen kilers [eados hav dyn  mre bad thn me 

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