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Permalink Reply by bluebird on November 14, 2015 at 6:04pm

My husband died in September 2012.  I'm sorry you are in this hell as well.

Permalink Reply by Joanne on November 14, 2015 at 6:08pm

I'm sorry to you as well Blue bird Everyday is so hard I feel like I just can't except he is gone I will love him forever

Permalink Reply by bluebird on November 14, 2015 at 6:09pm

I know. It is like that for me, too.  {{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}

Permalink Reply by Sara Schwartztrauber on November 16, 2015 at 1:09am

I'm so sorry that you have joined us in this living hell. I lost my husband of 38 years on April 1, 2015 from cancer. Almost 8 months and most of the time I still miss him so much I can't breathe. I wait for the day to come when I can remember our amazing years together and smile instead of crying most nights until I can't cry anymore. I still sleep on the couch because I can't bear to try and sleep in our bed without him. I don't say much on here most of the time because unlike a lot of the people who are so hurt I don't want to die to be with him. I know that I need to be here for our kid, I just want him back here with us.

If you ever want to vent I will be happy to give you my email, I know how much you just need someone to listen. I remember needing to recant the day he left over and over and knowing that no one wanted to keep listening about it. So...I'm happy to.

Also, please be careful. I had several scam artist contact me right after I joined this site. I'm sure they are looking for someone to take advantage of.

Please email if I can help, or just listen.

Sara

kartdad9@aol.com

Permalink Reply by Hollowed on April 12, 2016 at 4:34pm

I am sorry for your loss.  I lost my wife last December.  She was only 24.  I am living but I am barely alive.  I am as good as dead.  I have never wished to be dead in my entire life, yet here I am, wish to be dead to reunite with my wife once again.