I'm new here so bear with me. On Feb 5th my nephew David was found dead in his bed by his 18 yr.old daughter. He was being treated for bronchitis but he died from complications from diabetes. On April 14 my youngest daughter move across country with my 2 grandsons ages 5 and 11 months. I was devastated.Two days later my brother Junior age 57 fell through the ice while ice fishing. They didn't recover his body until Good Friday April 18th 2014. My sister Dot was suffering the loss of her son and our brother.We were very close so I tried to help her the best I could. We tried to get her to go to grief counselling but she didn't think she was ready. On Dec. 25th 2014 she died of a massive heart attack even though she was in perfect health and was still working.

I'm confused, we never really had to deal with death like this. It's like you don't get time to grieve for one when another one dies. I'm so confused, I don't know how I feel.I have an appointment for therapy on Feb 4th. I seems like nobody understands. I don't go out only if I have to go to appointments. Some days I sleep most of the time and other days I can't sleep much at all.I hate daytime because I'm afraid I will have to deal with an issue and that will put me in a panic.

I would like to get away from it all My husband works up where our cabin is and my brother drowned. I thought I'd go up there the summer to spend time with him and get away.  I had a panic attack and had to come home. He drowned in the pond across the street. Now my sister is gone and I would have to pass her cabin to get to mine which is next door. Anyway that's why I'm here.

Teresa