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Permalink Reply by anne on November 7, 2013 at 9:43pm

Dear Jo B. You are not a jinx, and you are not cursed. You are a loving caring human being. Your a beautiful soul with a lot to give to this world. I feel like I kind of know you because we have chatted before. Please don't sell yourself short. Death is a part of life, and the older we get it seems like there's more death than life. You do not have the power or the want to cause death anymore than I do. I know death hurts, but you cant hold yourself accountable for it. I write these words with love, and understanding. I was called a jinx when my Ben died. A person who was supposed to be my friend said she couldn't be my friend anymore because I was a jinx, and she didn't want to lose her son. That word hurt me to the core of my being. I believed her for awhile, but then I realized how foolish it was to believe that I had that kind of power.  She lost out because calling me a jinx ended our friendship.

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 9, 2013 at 3:47pm

thnxs anne i wz fealing sad wen i posted ths iv bean tld s m horbel thngs 2 lk u lk im 2 blame for evry thng wen my dad died i cunt thng rht peple on hear hav bean grt very undrstndng thy hav

iv bean 2 thes  2 peple s funrells 2 say gdby 2 thm u soon reize abit frinds or family hw hurtfull thy can be getng told im 2 blame 4 evry thng frm big c 2 u nme it tht got me relay upsey lk u 2 anne iv beleved peple wen thy hav saed bad thngs abot me thnk thy r rht i no sinse my dad  died thn mre pele on top i no iv bean pixie braind fogetng stuff simple stuf wish shud be easy 2 fogive it least on hear we no wish 1s is our real frnds coz we no pain grif carzes us 2 do 

iv alwayz tryd 2 love reapt peple 

Permalink Reply by Melissa Erlandson on December 23, 2013 at 8:22am

No way a freak.....I lost my first husband father to my oldest on 11-27-07 to suicide. We were divorced and I was re married but him and I were VERY close. On 12-23-08 I then lost my husband from chrones disease father too my two middle kids. Then 4-7-11 I lost my youngest daughter's father to suicide. Believe me I know exactly how it feels to feel like something is wrong with you a d your jinxed

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on December 23, 2013 at 3:42pm

thnx fr yore reply melisa wen i postd ths i mst of bean low im still a bit low coz of xmas othr stuf gong on as welll

sorry fr yore losses as well i dnt thng grief cud feal as bad as ths i dnt thng i cud loze so mnmy peple lst yr afr my dad thn ths yr mre peple i dnt thng i cud go 2 so mny funrells in th lst yr or 2 or so

jo