Hi Everyone, I am new to this site and the group. I lost my mom on Aug 24th to Leukemia. I am her only child and we were so very close. I am wondering, does it ever get better? I know I am glad she is no longer suffering. I just wasn't ready for her to leave. I lost my dad in the same month last year, so this has been double hard for me as an only child. I am having trouble sleeping, and just want the grief and anxiety to go away!