today my mum is dead 6 months.Every little thing reminds me of her.I lost my best freind but the pain is getting worse.Cancer took her within 4 weeks of us finding out that she had it.I feel lonely sad and empty..
Yesterday I bumped into a lady that would chat to my mum most they'd at are garden gate.She told me that a week before mum found out she had cancer that my mum looked sad standing at the gate.When the lady asked her what's wrong Patty as my mum was called , mum said I feel fed up.The lady said why are you fed up and mum said to her.I would love to see my mum rite now and 4 weeks later my mum would then meet her in heaven if there is one.
this made me so sad.Does it get any easier because rite now I'm empty inside.