Dear Ellen,

I'm so sorry for your loss and realize it must be difficult for you being so far away from your family during this time. I just can't believe she's gone. Lori and I have been in contact on and off for a while until May 2012. She mainly spoke of her Brittney and how very proud she was of her. Honestly, Ellen...I don't know what it's like losing a sibling but I know what it's like losing your only parent and it's just awful and even after seven years I'm still dealing with some of the guilt and lonlieness. I have some wonderful friends here in Tucson and going to church helps and keeps me focused. I will be in Escondido next weekend to visit my aunt and will make a special trip to Oceanside and say my goodbye to Lori at the pier. I will also check into seeing about having Lori's name engraved there. I'm sending out my prayers and blessings to you and your family. Always, Jacquetta