I read other peoples entries and have made comments. I learned to not comment directly but use the subject matter of the person entry to somment. There are many times where I see ,smell or hear something that reminds me of her. Ill work through it or avoid it. She was on dialysis. I avoid the dialysis clinic (its next the GYm where I go)On the other hand I keep some dresses and shoes of hers . She was oriental (Taiwan) rice was a big thing I haven,t cooked rice since she died or eaten (well I did once) once in 3 months memories of her run thru my head which I cann,t stop(this is painful) I drive the ford focas she drove all the time,doesn,t bother me. (don,t by a car (F. Focas)where you cann,t change the airfilter on your own .Some memories are painful (relatives in Taiwan the times we spent there) her voice( I should remeber that) her touch . Anyway let me get out of here.Oh yes as you know not all a bed of roses

Dave