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Comment by Jesse's Mom on April 18, 2016 at 7:59pm

Kim, actually I have been sick solid for since the second week of March.  The trial ended the first week. It has been a severe chest cold, along with bronchitis. Had two IV's, and a slew of medication. I am just tired and weak.

At the time of my son's passing, we had many other passings in a row, and I started to find out about ADCs. I myself see that the life force/energy carries on. That does not mean however I am Okay with this all, I am just pissed off big time...with how my son's life came to an end. He was good and gentle.  The evil hearted people that stood over him that day -- accusing him -- to cover their own blackhearted lies and then they continued in that deceit with me and my husband fighting them all the way. And I would do all over -- again and again --  fight their lies and horrible hard-heartedness...it is wickedness. They will have their own to face at their life review...

I know that is why I have been sick. I have also found out that I have enlarged Thyroid nodules...I a unsure what that means...it could be nothing or it could be something...will find out next month at the endocrinologist.

Comment by Patty on April 18, 2016 at 11:19am

I just joined this site though I lost my beautiful daughter 5 years and 8 months ago. When I read this post it jumped out at me. This is how I feel even after all this time. I'm not saying there doesn't come a time when you can smile at something or have a decent moment. But the theme of my life is the loss of my Caitlin and she was always what I lived for. I see no point in the future without her. I know I will see her in heaven and that heaven can be a moment away but the pain is so bad. The doctors say I have "complicated grief". No kidding.

Comment by kim on April 9, 2016 at 8:52am

thank you jesses mom I sure hope so,  being away from shawn hurts so much. I hope you are doing ok.  thanks  kim

Comment by Jesse's Mom on April 9, 2016 at 3:15am

Hugs to you Kim. I too am waiting...those who love us will come for us.

Comment by Lima on April 8, 2016 at 7:54pm

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.” 
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince