I wish so bad you were here with me! Its been so hard being alone and dealing with life by myself. Meagan gets married in less than 2 weeks and you are suppose to be here to share this special day with her. She loved you so much and misses you too. I know you want us to be happy but its so hard. I talked to your baby girl on your birthday and yesterday.... father's day. She loves you and misses you so very much!! We have all tried to be here for each other. I found a grief support group that meets once a week. I'm going to start it in 2 weeks. I just can't do it on my own. I love you baby and miss you more and more every day!! XOXOXOXOXO