How do I go on when it feels like I'm stuck on March 7th. My birthday was a blur and now here its June 13th your birthday. God I wish I was still numb instead of feeling all the emptness and lonelyness!! Baby I know you want me to be happy but how am I suppose to do that without you. You were (are) my everything...... my world!! I just wish I understood why you had to leave me when doctors said you were doing great!! Why???  People that say time heals are so wrong!! I would give anything to have just one more day with you.