I am so pissed off. I went all the way down to the courthouse today *45 minutes away* b/c there was supposed to be a hearing for the boy who procured the alcohol for my nephew and son. But when I got there it had been postponed, and they had made that decision 4 days ago. When I asked why I wasn't informed, I was told that as I wasn't a subpeoned witness they weren't obligated to tell me when pre-trial motions are changed, postponed or the like. It infuriated me. I spent the last 2 days and this morning preparing myself for this. Sometimes it takes everything I have to do even the smallest thing and this is no small thing...and they dismiss me as if I am of no consequence. I broke down down right there and just cried. What the hell? These boys are entitled to more than I am...I HATE MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING BEING IN SOMEONE ELSE'S CONTROL. I didn't choose this, this was thrust upon me and I should have a voice too. I just want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!