Today I am

I think everyday about my Mom. This is the month she was born on the 22nd. The is her first birthday that I will not be a part of with her because she left me. I try hard everyday to be positive but some days I fail. As her day gets nearer I find myself becoming moody and depressed. I have to keep it together because I am wife and mom and they all depend on me for just about everything! There have been many of times where I have thought about walking away but then I realize how upset my Mom would be at me and I go back to reality. I do have a great marriage and supportive husband because he also lost his Mom about 8 years ago but he still have his siblings and father. I sound horrible but it was only my Mom, me and my older brother growing up.

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Comment by kim on June 11, 2014 at 1:26pm

dear Marcia, I to lost my beautiful mom 32 years ago today, yes it still hurts, more now then ever because I just lost my only child 7 months ago my son shawn, I pray everyday my moms with him, I feel empty, lost and want to be with them so bad. my husband has been my rock but I know hes hurting to. hes trying so hard not to show it to help me. I cry everyday and night. unreal pain.  I know you are hurting, I know your pain. we are here for you when you need to talk.  love kim

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