I think everyday about my Mom. This is the month she was born on the 22nd. The is her first birthday that I will not be a part of with her because she left me. I try hard everyday to be positive but some days I fail. As her day gets nearer I find myself becoming moody and depressed. I have to keep it together because I am wife and mom and they all depend on me for just about everything! There have been many of times where I have thought about walking away but then I realize how upset my Mom would be at me and I go back to reality. I do have a great marriage and supportive husband because he also lost his Mom about 8 years ago but he still have his siblings and father. I sound horrible but it was only my Mom, me and my older brother growing up.