I miss my fiend and I wish that he was still here I'm getting back to the way I heard on may 21st I don't know what to do and I kmoww that it's not the doctor's falt but at the sme time I blame them  and i wish that I didn't feel that way I wish that he called me before he passed away so I could of heard his voice before he passed away I guess I'm mad at him to and I am keeping busy or listening to music