Hi I recantly lost my mom two weeks ago and I miss her so much I wish that I could of said good bye to her and I'm still not doing as well with it and I'm wishing that she was still here and I'm wanting to go forward with my life but still keep her in my heart and I'm tired of crying 

I miss my fiend and I wish that he was still here I'm getting back to the way I heard on may 21st I don't know what to do and I kmoww that it's not the doctor's falt but at the sme time I blame them  and i wish that I didn't feel that way I wish that he called me before he passed away so I could of heard his voice before he passed away I guess I'm mad at him to and I am keeping busy or listening to music