I couldn't beleive the support that I have recieved so far when I logged on today. In the death of our daughter I keep telling myself that we were lucky to have such a special relationship with her from the time she was young until the she was taken away from us. But that doesn't really help. The hole that is left in my heart is much to large to heal. I have more bad days than good. My family say I should get over it. Are they right? It has been almost 8 years now. The support I received here is so much more then I have gotten in a long time. WOW. You are all hurting and yet you took the time to talk to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Someone said to find a trust companion. But for me there isn't anyone. Everyone thinks I should be past where I am. I should be healed and moved on. So what do you do then? That's why I turned to here.