I am finding myself struggling lately. I'm at a point where i'm stuck and I don'y know what my next move will be because I live in fear most of the time. I am only 19 and living without parents is a constant struggle for me. As i was in 5th grade when my mom died and I witnessed her battle with cancer and her last breath. I was in 8th grade when I lost my dad and it was completely unexpected. I came home from school one day and found him. Since they has been gone I've been through a heck of a lot, too much to even say or go into detail. As i'm in college now i'm wondering if college is the best place for me. I really have no friends here and I am just lonely. I am just at a standstill I don't know what to do. I wish I had support from my family but I don;t which has made it harder than it should be.