I just told someone on here I would try a blog. I didn't even remember I had posted on my blog before. My brain is in a fog. I've been told by a friend who lost her young son she went through the same thing and eventually it will clear. Yesterday I checked my purse to make sure I had a check in my wallet and found the little bag of cat treats in it that I had meant to put in the cabinet. It would be funny if it wasn't so sad. I'm usually a Type A, get things done immediately,very efficient type person. Now I just drift from project to project, completing nothing. It's bad enough I've lost Ron, but I feel like I've lost myself as well.