please come back

I've just so had enough , the kids are in bed and it's just another night just sitting here, I have no intrest in the t.v, in fact I have no intrest in anything at all. I miss my conversations with my Andy, he always made me laugh he had a quirky sense of humour which I adored. When he died everyone said there will never be anyone like him, and there won't be. I work in the day so I'm kept quite busy , but these nights sat alone are killing me, the days just seem to roll in to one, I can only liken it to the movie groundhog day, except I doubt I will ever wake up like Bill Murrys character and have the day be different. I just miss him so much and even though I no he's gone, im really struggling this week to accept that I won't every speak to him again. I know it sounds silly, but I keep playing home movies just to hear his voice and pretend he's here, but I'm not sure if this is helping me or just making me worse. I WANT HIM BACK, WHY CAR'NT I HAVE HIM BACK.

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Comment by joanne on February 19, 2016 at 7:33am

I wish more than anything that none of us were going through this nightmare, I wished we could all have ourloved ones back. Im sad fo reveryone one of us xxxxx

Comment by dream moon JO B on February 16, 2016 at 5:20pm

i yell it e day i do 2 evry 1 its gon iv lostt evn 4 evry on hear i yell 4 i do 

u cud say my lifs so f@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@kt up coz of loss so on 

i i is i usd 2 be a bise person i did nw im a vil horn horn horbl personn i am my poor exsuz is coz of so mush in 1 go sisne 2012 

iv had silly comt tellin me off 2 get ovr i shid of got ovr it day my dad died evn wen evry els died or wen thy die fpgt thm or els thy ded thy nothn nown now u cud say nsty comts off pepel its not had a losss yet 

sorrry if im rantin on 2 mush sorry my maners hav gon2 sorry 4 yre loss 2

Comment by Jennifer on February 16, 2016 at 1:02pm
I feel the exact same way right now, I tell myself the same thing, I'm sorry for what your going through, I miss mine too
Comment by bluebird on February 15, 2016 at 8:13pm

I feel the same. I'm sorry you are in this hell too.

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