andrew

I really don't think I can do this much longer, I can literally feel my heart aching, i feel like i can't breathe, I never knew you could ever miss anyone so much, its killing me, I knew it would be bad but after 7 months I guess I stupidly thought maybe I wouldn't feel like im dying inside so much, I was so wrong, I don't know if I'm just having an extremely bad week but he's in my head 24 hours a day don't get me wrong, I want him there but I can't take it (well actually thats a lie , I don't want him in my fucking head I want him here) I've said this before and I'll say it again and again and again its NOT FUCKING FAIR!! Im just trapped inside the pain I feel without him, Please someone tell me it gets better please.

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Comment by bluebird on February 23, 2016 at 10:49pm

I'm sorry, joanne.  It's the same for me.  Hugs to you.

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