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My sisters  husband left her 3 months ago just walked out, today she rang me and told me that he's come back, and all I could do was put the phone down and sob and sob, I should be happy for, she was devastated when he left, but all I feel is jealously and anger because she has her man back and I will never have mine back, I hate that I've become this jealous monster, who can't stand to see people happy, this is not who I am ,or this is not who I was, too be honest I don't know who the hell I am anymore, without Andy I just know that I'm no one, I am nothing.

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Comment by Ruthie on October 25, 2016 at 8:43am

My neighbors husband died about 10 years ago and at that point my Kevin and I were having problems and he had a girlfriend.  I was devastated, and I remember saying to her I was sorry for her loss and saying I did not know what was worse having your husband die or leave you.  And she said definitely having him die because she would not have to see her husband around town with another girl.  But, Kevin and I reunited. I am envious of all the older couples (I am 49) and all the time the have together and growing old together, I know in the bible it says not to envy what others have, but I think it is human nature in our case and nothing to be ashamed of at all. WE HAVE LOST THE MOST.  TAke Care, prayers for you,  Ruthie

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