I felt him

In the 15 months that Andy has passed I've had many dreams of him, I even partly believe I have even experienced what some people call visitation dreams and also a couple of other strange occurrences, even though I admit too being a total non believer in a so called afterlife before Andy died, I'm finding myself becoming convinced that there is indeed something,  especially after last nights experience,  for the past few days I've been extremely down (well more than usual as I'm always down) anyway I was lying on the sofa last night (because some nights I can't face going to bed alone) I know I wasn't quite a sleep, drifting I would say, when suddenly I was aware, well not just aware but I could feel someone lying next to me, behind my back, I know it sounds crazy, but I swear I could feel it, I also felt the sensation of my face being touched, I opened my eyes and I was shaking I felt so cold, I don't know why but I must admit that I felt  frightened, I grabbed my phone and turned on the light, I then got off the sofa and looked but obviously there was no one there, I then went to the toilet and when I was coming down the stairs I could see in the the front room where my sofa is and for a split second I thought I saw what I can only describe as a movement of a blur, needless to say I didn't sleep much after that , but having time to reflect on it today, im going to say even though it's against what I have always believed in, I'm going to say that Andy came to me last night and I feel quite taken aback by it, I know people reading this will think I am cuckoo but it has given me a hope, I feel like if I need him he will always be there xx

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Comment by joanne on November 10, 2016 at 5:22pm

Micheal, I hope I'm right too, and I hope with all my heart that your wife visits you,either in a dream or in an other way, im sorry for your loss take care xxxxx

Comment by Michael on November 9, 2016 at 12:50pm
I hope you are right because I'd like a visit from my recently departed wife.
Comment by joanne on November 5, 2016 at 3:40am

Hi thankyou for believing me, I have only said of my experience on this site, I feel no one else could understand, reading what you have said Kenna, even though I am 99% sure it was real, there is still that 1% where I think like you said maybe it was grief just playing a trick on me, if it was then it really pisses me off , I mean doesn't grief take enough from us, without having to be so darn cruel,  to make us think that our loved ones are still here, why can't it just give us a bloody break, on the other hand if it was real, then it feels like magic to me, just the thought of  knowing we truly never die and we get to be together with the ones we love maybe worth this shit we are going though, (worth it is a bad phrase,  but I hope you all get what I mean).And Kenna, to answer your question, yes at the time I was frightened,  but now I take great comfort and hope it happens again, in fact I'm willing it too.               Hi Ruthie I'm happy that your Kevin reached out to you, im pretty certain now that love has no bounds. my love to you all xxxx

Comment by Ruthie on November 4, 2016 at 2:27pm

I believe you.  Kevin touched my ankle, like he used to do when he would gently wake me up. There have been other things too. I feel him with me, even though it has been ten months that he has been gone.

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