In the 15 months that Andy has passed I've had many dreams of him, I even partly believe I have even experienced what some people call visitation dreams and also a couple of other strange occurrences, even though I admit too being a total non believer in a so called afterlife before Andy died, I'm finding myself becoming convinced that there is indeed something, especially after last nights experience, for the past few days I've been extremely down (well more than usual as I'm always down) anyway I was lying on the sofa last night (because some nights I can't face going to bed alone) I know I wasn't quite a sleep, drifting I would say, when suddenly I was aware, well not just aware but I could feel someone lying next to me, behind my back, I know it sounds crazy, but I swear I could feel it, I also felt the sensation of my face being touched, I opened my eyes and I was shaking I felt so cold, I don't know why but I must admit that I felt frightened, I grabbed my phone and turned on the light, I then got off the sofa and looked but obviously there was no one there, I then went to the toilet and when I was coming down the stairs I could see in the the front room where my sofa is and for a split second I thought I saw what I can only describe as a movement of a blur, needless to say I didn't sleep much after that , but having time to reflect on it today, im going to say even though it's against what I have always believed in, I'm going to say that Andy came to me last night and I feel quite taken aback by it, I know people reading this will think I am cuckoo but it has given me a hope, I feel like if I need him he will always be there xx
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