Ever since my grandmother passed I have been having vivid dreams every night. I have been dreaming of apocalypse events, false hope, anger towards loved ones and even searching for someone. I can remember almost every single thought that passed in my brain and feeling I felt as if it were real the next morning. And today I woke up angry at my GF because in my dream I was angry at her. I just don't get it. I dream more than other people I know, but I have never dreamed this much in my life. I am waking up nervous and going to sleep with my heart pounding without thinking of anything in particular. I don't even understand why such dreams would even come up but they are so real to my emotions that it alters my feelings towards others in my consciousness.
Today I have a lot to do, so I'm just going to make sure that today I have a good day off. But in the back of my mind this will still be there, and I'm sure I'll have another bad dream.