I'm just 2 weeks away from turning 25. I never looked this far into my future, to be honest. I only looked as far as 24 and had that whole year planned. Lots of things came to be as planned, except all the unexpected deaths in the family. But along with my Uncle's passing soon after my 24th birthday, my grandmother passing in May and I can only think of July. It is not a big month for my family in the least. It is my birthday month, but not looking this far forward I feel as if I have…

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Ever since my grandmother passed I have been having vivid dreams every night. I have been dreaming of apocalypse events, false hope, anger towards loved ones and even searching for someone. I can remember almost every single thought that passed in my brain and feeling I felt as if it were real the next morning. And today I woke up angry at my GF because in my dream I was angry at her. I just don't get it. I dream more than other people I know, but I have never dreamed this much in my life. I am… Continue