I can't believe it's been almost 6 weeks since I've lost you.  I know you are in Heaven with God and your family, and I feel almost selfish for wishing you were here with me.  I am trying to do all the things around the house that you always wanted to get to but didn't have time for because you were so busy working and spending time with me.  Precious time with me...I am so glad we did things the way we did.  You were right...the house could wait...the chores could wait...but we couldn't wait.  We squeezed as much time together as possible and I am so greatful for that because suddenly you were gone.  I spend my time living for you and waiting for the day when we will be together in heaven again.  Please watch over us. Enjoy your much deserved rest and the glory of God in Heaven.  You are so so deserving.  You gave so much to al you knew here on earth and we were all so blessed to be a part of your life.  Thank you for picking me to be your bride.  I am honored to have been with you for 33 years. I love you babe.