Did you ever stop to think that our grief has a meaning. A hidden meaning, like a type of puzzle that has some missing pieces, or if not missing, they're invisible to us. And all of the pain, suffering and guilt are the pieces that we have to manage to put together. And along this path we start seeing flashes.of hope while conquering some of our fears, then we see more pieces through our teary eyes, we know we have to complete the mission. Just when I seemed to recover from the holidays, February rolls in with Jami and my 6 yr wedding anniversary, Valentines day, and our daughters birthday. Huge punch in the head! Roll with the punches as the saying goes....Jami, our little boy is such a magical gift you gave to us and left for me..and in his little words, expressions and actions, you are still right here.............................Roses are red...As your love is so true....I wish you were here...But in my dreams will do.....