9 months, 10 months after his passing I had a conversation with him about his passing. I dream with him very often but most dreams he does not say anything to me. Last night was different. He called me on my cell phone to tell me that he was okay. His voice sounded so comforting and in peace. I was the one who was very much frustrated, crying to him. He said that sooner or later we all have to die. I said to him, no, you were just taken way too soon. He just sounded like in peace and trying to find the words to calm me down and make me feel better. He then said that he saw how much I hurted when my Dad passed away. I said yes, so you can now imagine how I am now that you left us. I said how am I suppose to live without you? how do I do it with Sebastian?. He simply said, "work hard, see it as a job, work" and most of all have "faith". After that he said "my phone is not working anymore and hunged up the phone on me".

I woke up screaming and in tears against for him to please call me again, I needed to speak to him!