Lately I have been struggling and going through a rough time again. My moms anniversary was last week and i've been so busy with life that i'm having a hard time to keep myself floating above water. I feel this rage in me that i'm trying to control. I cant help but be in a bad mood right now and being around people certainly doesn't help. This loss is a big one because my mother was my best friend as a child and i had to grow up without her. I'm at a loss at what to do at this point, i'm trying to stay calm and finding things to do for myself but I don't know.