Today we went to Precious Moments, and all around me was living color, but the one thing that kept hitting me was the word GONE. Earlier today it was SAD. I miss you and I want your warmth and your arms and I can't have them. I can't talk to you and I don't hear you say "Honey Baby" anymore. My bed is empty and cold and my heart feels like it's been glued shut. I miss you Michael.

 Brenda

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Comment by Brenda Doughty on December 11, 2011 at 9:38pm

Today I felt thoughtful and reflective for a while, then like everything was off in some way. I wake up in peace; I wonder, my love, do we talk while I sleep?

Comment by anna l. on December 10, 2011 at 11:35pm

Hi Brenda.  Your journey is so new.  A month after my husband passed away I was not coming out of my bedroom yet.  And the bed was (and is) so empty and cold.  I know how badly you want and need your husbands arms to hold you and tell you it will be ok. Nearly six month after for me and that is still the only thing I want and need.  Hugs from one loving wife without her husband to another. 

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