My husband was my best friend since I was 15 we had some hard times because we were so young when we got married but things just kept on getting better and better as the years went by. Lars was so healthy it never occurred to me that we would not grow old together! Now my job is my life and I have a very good job but I just got kicked in the guts by being moved from one camp to another when I thought all was going so good. This is when I miss Lars so much because when things happened before that were hard to deal with he was allways the one person I could talk to who totally understood and telling him allways made me feel better.