I feel almost my whole family is gone esp my mama!

My Mother and Step-daddy were both shot and killed in the house I pretty much grew up in on Jan. 23rd of this year(2015). The person who did it has been arrested and indicted by a grand jury he was arrested on Feb. 24th. but he hasn't gone to trail yet. Some times it still doesn't seem real, and I'm still in shock and just want to know why...I know there is never gonna be an answer that will, make sense or justify it or anything, cause nothing will bring them back!! I know it was over a check he stole, I just hope he doesn't try to say he was insane.. the thing is my mother was a psych nurse trying to help him cause he was saying his live in was a alcoholic which she was, we knew that. He didn't have to kill them, they would've helped anyone! It makes me sick to think about it sometimes..My mama was my best friend, and it is gonna be hard to go through life with out her, she always said nobody loves you like your Mama, and I know she was right. In the last 2.5 years this is 5 family members including her mama and step daddy too.

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