I dont know how to do this

This is the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life.I have lost a lot of people in my life but never have I felt like this or hurt this bad I miss my husband every day,I still count the days of how long he has been gone and sometimes I just want to stay in bed all day and cry.I do not want to do things by myself and now we have the holidays coming and they were our favorite time of the year.I always decorated the house and my daughter had to do it for me this year because I just did not have the energy or ddesire to do it.I miss him so badly I just wnat to dream of him so I can see him and hear his voice one more time is this normal or not?

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Comment by Marie Carr on February 3, 2011 at 5:12pm
Hello hope you are ok.  I noticed you said hi, but i think you must ve thought i was ignoring you, but i was on the phone to my sister.  I hope we can talk soon.  I still find it really hard to get out of bed in the morning, it is a bit easier but i still dread it each morning,cos for some reason i wake up and straight away start thinking of my mum in the hospital and feel i could ve saved her.  I just miss her so much. 
Comment by Jim Eginoire on October 16, 2010 at 8:05pm
Normal for me. I am fortunate to have a single voice mail from the day my wife died and I have listened to it only a few times because I am afraid of the sadness.
I could stay in bed all day also, but have been able, by the grace of God to get out of bed and out of the house. have not accomplished much, but I know it will take a long time to start to feel again.

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