I can't do it

It has been 3.5 weeks since I lost my son. It gets harder and harder each day. I don't know how to stop this downward spiral I am in. I am so empty inside and pray every night that I wake up from this nightmare. Why take a healthy 16 year old who had so much to live for. He was my best friend on top of it all. I can't take not seeing his smiling face everyday.

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Comment by Sandy Hendrix on September 23, 2015 at 11:51am
Oh Jon, I am so so so very sorry for you. This is not right, how awful. I don't understand why he was taken. Mine is gone due to drugs that he chose (not that I still don't feel the loss and am having a hard time coping), but to lose your son from a routine surgery, my heart aches for you. Every day will be hard, your other kids need you. Sending many hugs your way, we are all here for you. So sorry...

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