I don't know if it's normal to be stuck in different stages of grief at the same time or not, but for me, it has been going on for awhile now! I miss my mom so much it hurt, and I'm angry at myself plus the doctors for not doing anything about it! I luckily have never been mad at God, I sometimes get mad that the only person I truly had, was taken away from me but to be directly mad at him, I haven't! There has been talk between some of Mom's 'friends' and all they could talk about, was that they can't believe that I let her lay in the hospital without makeup..o_0 I mean really, I was worried about my Mother's LIFE and they want to talk about makeup, it just doesn't make sense to me at all! See, my step-dad and I are the only people that have seen her without makeup until she started getting sick, but I'm pretty sure that she wasn't worried about that, while she was laying in a coma, fighting for her life! I just wish people would let me be sometimes! Oh how I wish my mommy was here!:'(