I was driving the kids to school today and they were looking at a Guinness world records book I had in my car. Its an old one from 2003. My daughter asked me "Mom is that Nick's book" and I responded "No why" she said "Well because on the inside it say's Happy Birthday Nick" I couldn't believe it. This was just a random book that I bought at the thrift store after Nick passed away that I just thought would be cool for the kids to read. I had never even opened the book before today. Is this another sign from Nick? I think so.

Nick, I feel so blessed that you are with me everyday. Its what keeps me strong. I just miss being able to look at you in the eyes. I am sorry for crying everyday since you been gone. Trust me I have tried to stop. I just miss the way you used to say my name. I wore your shirt last night to bed. It still has your scent. Please don't stop sending me the signs. I need them to keep living everyday. I love you always. - Jeannette