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Comment by Kristine Rosendale on September 9, 2014 at 10:55pm

It has been a month today that Brandon my boyfriend passed away.  My doctor and a counselor that I see tell me I'm still in shock.  I feel like it isn't real.  It isn't like I think he is just gone on vacation or something but I guess I haven't really allowed myself to take in that he is really gone and I will never see him or feel him again.  He died from a drug overdose.  I was the one that found him in our bathroom.  I can't get the image out of my head of how he looked.  I'm sorry for the loss of your brother.  He doesn't help me to hear that from people that they are sorry for my loss.  It's just something that people say cause there isn't much else to be said.  Your brother didn't have a choice.  Brandon did.  He chose to use drugs he chose to be selfish and leave me and his kids behind.  I am angry with him for that but miss him still.  It's hard to hear that a year later it is just as painful.  That probably is because the other man is free and your feel as though you didn't get your closure or justice. 

Comment by Kelli H. on September 9, 2014 at 6:29pm

Thank you Jo. It seems like a really bad movie that never ends. 

Comment by dream moon JO B on September 9, 2014 at 4:37pm

i h a t e anversyrys i do coz it brngs it all bk 2 us

its so not fair kelli

so sorry