My name is Deborah, my husband was brutally stabbed to death in the prison that he was in.  it will be one year on the 31st of this month.  I thought that I was doing well for the past few months, but this month i can't stop crying.  i feel so sad and i miss him so very much.  At first I wanted to know everything so i read the investigative report and the autopsy report and now I can "see' the entire attack happening in my head. it won't go away.  I feel sad all the time and cry all the time… Continue