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Sometimes I miss her

And sometimes I don't

I feel as though I am

Disgracing

Her memory

When I forget

Even for a moment

Sometimes I go days

Without thinking of her

Then she comes to mind

And I hate myself for forgetting

Usually I want to remember

I want to remember her life

Her amazing personality

The awesome person she was

But when I remember her life

I also… Continue

your memory haunting me

your face flashing in front of my eyes

your voice quoting napoleon dynamite

plays inside my head.

it's been so long

why do I still remember you like this

why do I picture your face

every time someone mentions cancer?

I love you

I loved you

but you were taken from me

by the god I am told loves me

why did he do that?

how loving can he really be?

How could he let someone

as amazing as you… Continue