I have had 2 of the worst days since my Terry passed...

I really would like to know why this has to hurt so badly.

Why does God give us love and joy, and then take it without taking us too?

I cannot breathe...I feel like it was just yesterday and it is almost 2 months..

does it ever let up? My widowed friends say it does in time...

It's like "UNCHAINED MELODY"..and time goes by soooooooooooooo slowly.........

I am sorry to be venting, I just feel…

It has been 42 days since my Terry died Monday, April 6th.

We have already gone through his first Birthday, and the first Mother's Day.

Coming up is the first Father's day and our daughter's first birthday without her Dad, and my first birthday without my Booger, and then what would be our 40th Wedding Anniversary.

I am 60 years old. I met Terry when I was 18. I am too stinkin old to be "starting over".

I went to Church this morning, once again, alone....like…