Sittin  in church  today  and  sing  some songs  in church that reminds    me   of my  mother  and   made me  cry today  oh  how  do i miss   her  so .  i think  the  reason  why  is  because  i  sat in the  same spot   like  i normaly do  when  she  was  here  with me ,  so  deeply  i  know she  was   with  me   in  spirt  and  i  she  is  in  a  better place   too.  I  miss   her   and  Love  you  Momma.

Today  all  days  i  feel ike crying , its  been  3  yrs  now   when  my mom passed away  and  i am still  hurting  from it .

as  i read all of  the comments  on here  finds   me    i am  not  the  only  one   hurtings    therefore  i  keep on asking  why things  like this  happans for . and   there  is no  answers  why!  

To everyone   i am sorry  for   all  of  your  lost of  a  love one . but   it  will   take time  as  i  said   before  both  of my are  gone  and   my …

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To  everyone    its    going  on  3 years     for my  mom  being gone  and  i  still  miss her dearly.  daring     this  christmas season    even  more ..... all  i   do  is  think  back   as  i was a child  and    growing  up   i  give thanks    for  her   to  get  me   out   of  the  fostor  home    bcause    it   was  a   great  life   she  had  with  me  for  83 years  .    as i  find  my   self weeping   again   and    knowing  she is in a  t   there   sure   will not  better place   …

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1 week ago   i was  sick been  in the  E.r  this week  and  when i  come  home   i  had  a shadow crossed from me  and  told me  Go  see the Doctor,  and  she   told me to get checked out,  deeply  i know  i miss  my mom  but  i   think  she  was  looking   down  on me   and   making  sure   i was  taken  care off.   as  my surgey  date  coming up  i am missing  my  moma  because  she  was  the  one  there  for  me for surgeys   and   taking   me  to these  things … Continue

As i was sitting here last night around this time i talked to my mother and she wanted a family get togather on the 4th of the july weekend . We planned for it for this year , as i was talking to a dear freind of my mother's last night i told him what she said he told me this is meant to be then if this is what your mom wanted we will move foword with it , so we are having one big party and in the honor of her . thats what she wanted us to do. have fun and laugh and joking…

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The Night Before my Mother passed away i had talked to her and she did not sound good t o do with her breathing and weakness so we talked and i called her back more like 15 mins to check on her, she said can you come over tommorrow and stay with me she was scared to death that there was somthing worng. yes Mom i can do that so she said Ok.. i am going to lay down and I love you she said to me. Ill never forget it thats for sure means alot to me when she said that to me.. i replyed back to her… Continue