How am I supposed to cope?  I struggle everyday to deal with the loss of the woman I loved.  I have been ignored and made to feel insignificant in her life by her parents, some of her friends, her University..... Everywhere I go, everything I do she is there.  There in a song.  There in a shop.  There in a beautiful sunset.  There in my home....in my car.  Everything reminds me of her.  I look at our photos.  I watch videos.  My heart hurts.  I cannot breath.  I cry....a lot.    I read so…