How to start ,Rose Marie my wife of 44years 6 days dies in the night in her sleep.And I found her in the morning a very bad experience,one I'm still trying to process.And I'm a retired Paramedic. Marie and I are among a small group of baby boomers with over a 44 year marriage and only 60 and 64 years of age,we started young and should of lasted a lot longer.I was lucky to be home with her for the last 30 years due to my retirement.

The last 17 days has been the longest and lonelys in my…