I can totally identify with the sudden unexpected loss of your husband.  It was like reading what happened to us.  He was told to monitor his sugar and had days he would really feel sick.  Some of his blood work came back with elevated white cell counts and Dr. would just say it was probably a flu or bug of some sort.  By the time we found out - he had stage 4 cancer and we were in absolute disbelief.  He was with this Dr. for 10 plus years and all we could think was How did this happen?…