Yesterday I got woke up to being told someone very close to me had passed..my family didn't even botherto call and tell me I had to hear it from a friend..then my sister called to say she's coming for the funeral and to cuss me out.. I literally busted out in tears all I could think another family member gone way to soon..I realize my family and I have not gotten along since the deaths of my parents yet why be so cruel and evil?? I feel alone and can't help but wonderif he felt alone when…

So my parents are gone. So when things get hard there's no one to say hey I need help or how do I fix this..when my best friend passed I thought great no one to say this is hard to.

I own a house I paid it off best 3 grand I've ever spent. Unfortunately my x who is also on the deed destroyed it and ran to a state where my parents are buried. It took me forever to fix his damage. Then my kid came back to live with me her dad is a trip constantly engaged or married I can't keep up but…

Sometimes life can throw us off track or even throw us for a loop for reasons unknown..yet the ones who have not traveled this road know nothing of what we go threw..yet the ones who do go threw it have more strebght inside them than anyone will ever know. At times I see myself wanting to get angry at people who have parents then I stop and think if there parents went could they survive like me? 

Tomorrow is so far away and even though i want to say tomorrow please be on your way i still havent finished what i started today..i get up get dressed i try not to forget breakfast it isnt even ten and im already ready for my day to end and even though i want to say tomorrow please be on your way i still havent finished what i started today.