I'm an only child who just lost my mother to a heart attack. She was 67 when it happened and I spent a year as her full time care taker trying to save her. We just lost her December 15th suddenly during a routine procedure. I screamed for an hour when I got the call. Its been 2 months and although I've been blessed with her signs. I can't stand this. I want to wake up from this horrible nightmare. She was more than my mother but also my best friend. I have lost my will to live altogether. I… Continue