I'm having a bad day today but most mornings are awful.  My husband of 55 years has been gone now for 6 months.  In some respects that time has gone by really fast but I remember every detail of that awful time as if I am going through it right now.  And I am very bitter about the circumstances surrounding his death.  He went in the hospital to have a week of Chemo and he never left.  He developed 3 different infections while there and they literally sucked the life right out of him.  He had…

I am new to this support group but just felt like I needed to express myself.  I met my husband when I was 16 years old.  When I was 18 we married and after 55 great years I lost him.  I'm not sure how to go one without him.  He passed away on January 14 of this year which was also his 76 birthday.  For about the last 14 years he had some very major health issues.  He had a triple bypass, lobe of lung removed because of lung cancer, multiple myeloma and gall bladder removed.  He bounced back…